CrimsonLullaby

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The Moment's Gone by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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The Moment's Gone

You turned and walked away, then, like that, it was over, the distant blur that is your figure, continues to move forward, Yet I stay…. Although the moment's gone, and although you've disappeared, I'm still here, crystal clear, drowning in mortified sorrows. Although the moment's gone, I'm still staring at my heart, a reflection of my hatred, in which you've become the muse, blackened hope and mangled dreams, shattered pieces, a new disease, are all you've left for me… And although the moment's gone, I'm still standing here, Trapped inside such disbelief, Of those words you meant to say…. I'm dying from the inside, so wh

All I Ask by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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All I Ask

Hold me, so I can forget the world around me, for two little minutes. Show me, you'll always be by my side, and no one else could move you. Kiss me, so that when we pull away, I'll have to remember how to breathe. Touch me, and let my heart skip a beat, to bring me into bliss again. Leave me, so when you return, I'll cherish you that much more. Keep me, inside your heart, where only you can reach me. Really, all I ask for you to do is.... Love me; so I can have another reason, to remind me how beautiful the world is.

Life in Love by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Life in Love

I awake every morning to a bed that's been tossed in, and turned in, but I don't care. You can elbow my sides, and kick my shins, as long as I have the pleasure of spending every day with you. There's always a period of nothingness, where we lay and laugh together, Then maybe, we'll decide how our day goes.... And we might just stay in our pjs, playing video games all day... But I'll always have fun as long as you're there. You can insult my playing all you want, but I'll just smile and nod, just to humor you. There are always dull moments, I will admit; which are killed rather quickly... with a poke or twenty. Sometimes

Reminders by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Reminders

I stand outside your window pane, pressing my fingers against the glass, hoping the fingerprints I leave behind, won't go unnoticed, and you'll think of me. I left a t-shirt in your room, covered in my well-known scent, thinking that if you knew my smell, you'll think of me, and have regrets. The last time I was with you, I cried a tear that hit the bed, maybe your finger will brush that spot, and when you think of me crying, your heart will be heavy of self-contempt. Do you remember yesterday? When you found your stuff in the front yard? Maybe when you picked it up, it hurt your heart, and tears fell from your eyes. Agai

Love Letter by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Love Letter

To My Dearest, I dare not reveal to you the secrets in my heart, but I wish that I could tell you, that I've loved you from the start. You're presence overwhelms me, because it's you I always see, My heart is always jumping.... always jumping with glee. I wish that I could tell you, but it seems it's not enough, for you hold the deepest, the sincerest, and the most special place in my heart. You are my most treasured memories, you're like an angel from above.... I wish that I could tell you, that it's you I truly love. From past to present, from present to past, no matter what... I'll love you til' the last. You're like

Company by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Company

After weeks of being separated, I still lay here contemplating, Why I can't be the one…. …and though life goes on around me, I stand still within that stare, full of tears and hard apologies, as I was forced to walk away from all I loved so tenderly…. leaving behind a trail of my shattered heart. Now tissues are littered everywhere, piling up upon the floor, they bury pictures of you and me, that no longer make me smile… …and the candy wrappers scatter, When I roll over to sleep, to cry, or when I watch the shadows dance into the darkness of the night, bringing me back to my loneliness. They say time can make things better,

I Let... by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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I Let...

I let you into my world, and then you slowly became it… I let you take a peek behind the curtain, that no one's ever seen… I let you take my hand, to guide me into our future… I let you take me away, from the home I knew so well… I let you hold me close, when you became my everything... I let you have my heart, only to let you break it... Now I let you cause me pain, because I'm not strong enough to take it... I let you become my world… only to let it be taken away...

Dream Away by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Dream Away

Dream away, my little one. Reality's no place for you, Consciousness yields more pain than it's worth, Dream away from darkness, Create your world and stay, Reality does not like you, You've lost in the games you play. Dream away, my pride and joy, Close those tear filled eyes, I do not wish to look at them, So dream away from your curiosities, Which will never be explained, I refuse to taint your innocence with logic, I refuse to cause you more pain. Just go on and dream away, Eating my sugar coated lies, Be fooled by the mask you'll always wear, Just dream away, my little one, To a place where justice roams, Dream away, m

In Too Deep by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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In Too Deep

I could not have dreamed up a better Love than you, You're everything in my eyes, And even though we've parted ways, Nevertheless, you'll stay the same. I'm in too deep with you, And I refuse to run away. Please keep the heart that you've stolen, I don't want it anymore, If it returns to me it's broken, At least it's whole with you, I'm in too deep to let it break, From someone who loves me like you do. I never thought I'd get butterflies, With every tender kiss, But with you they were present every time, This always brought a smile to my face, You see, I'm in too deep with feelings, To fall away from love's patient grace. F

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Another by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Another

Your blood is still stained on the floor, Where you threw your heart at me, It's been ripped out and now you're gone, Out the door, away from me. The tears we cried because of fate, That locked us inside tragedy, Trapped beyond our broken hearts, You're now gone because of me. Sweet memories of you I have, That drift inside my mind, Another tear falls because of fate, My happiness disintegrates. You've gone so far away from me, I still see the trail you've left, Bitter tears and broken pieces, Because of my sadly selfish theft. Another dream went down the road, As you walked away, Another thing I'll never have,

Tragically Beautiful by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Tragically Beautiful

Tragically beautiful, Describe the tears I cry, They twinkle like the stars that dot the midnight sky, But sadly...I cry them for you, my love. I never thought I'd see the day, When a tear of sorrow ran down my face, And fell upon the floor, I never thought I'd cry because of you. I believed that we could be, Be together forever, But apparently we thought differently, Look where it has gotten us. I wish we could go back to yesterday, Where reality wasn't the same, But wishes get you nowhere, They only make things worse. The things that run through my mind, Break apart and come together, They cause more tears to fall, Those

Touch Of Twilight by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Touch Of Twilight

A touch of twilight sets off the gentle color of your eyes, lighting them up like moon beams on a calming summer's night. A tiny whisper from the wind blows your hair so tenderly, It brings a tingle to your spine that came so unexpectedly. A twinkle from a nearby star brings a smile to your face, So bright and beautiful they remain lighting up the sky. Certain shades of twilight set off an enchanting glow it softly reflects off your skin to me, you now seem flawless. A firefly, now and then lights up and shares its elegance, But like the night they come and go, So carefree, yet careless. The surrounding silence is so refr

Burn Out For Me by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Burn Out For Me

Burn out for me, So the lies may die, And tears will seize to fall, In which the tainted dreams of yesterday, Can disappear…. And fall apart… So that confusion shall die within my heart. Let misery fade, And tragedy descend, So that the pain can fly away, Where burdens will be nonexistent, Be invisible… Become transparent… And be thrown into my yesterday. Please kill the screams, That are in my head, Staining my every thought, Burn out for me, Just die away… Let the echoes cave in, To give serenity a chance again. Burn out for me, Destroy the embers, That have cast aside the joy, Be not consumed within the lies, That

Fell by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Fell

I see the world in sorrowed eyes, Through different shades of gray, The color drained some time ago, When those tear drops fell… Fell unto my heart, Where shadows lurked so frequently, Where cobwebs gathered hastily, Breaking my world apart. I've been shaken from my laughter, In such a graceful way, Bit by bit I fell from this, And fell away from you, Piece by piece my heart darkened, Into elegant shades of blue, I fell apart completely, When I fell away from you. I pricked a finger at a time, From which I bled insanity, I pricked a finger to count the ways, And the moments that I've fallen, Bestowed upon

Tarnished Hearts by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Tarnished Hearts

Tarnished hearts are what we hold, as forever comes to an end, The stars are falling carelessly, as am I... without you near. The ground that breaks beneath me, is unnoticable in my eyes, for nothing compares to the ring of deceit that's been wrapped around my heart. I can't escape, can't run away, I've lost the ability to flee, for when loves good graces fade away, there's nothing left, just emptiness. It's impossible to repair what's broken, For it will never be the same, The world is ending for me, and I can finally hear death singing.. its sweet crimson lullabies. Tarnished hearts are what we hold, when forever's come

Painted Flowers by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Painted Flowers

In my field of painted flowers, Where all my dreams do dwell, Full of color, Full of splendor, Escaping in the night, From all the pain of reality, Creating my eternity, Beautiful and bright. In my field of painted flowers, Under livid, pale blue skies, I drift away unknowingly, As I hide behind closed eyes, Away from all that's sorrowed, Far from any tragedies, I slip into the distance, Fading from actuality. Invisible to anyone, That lies outside my mind, Unable to see the vividness, Covered by these eyes, All the petals flying by, Lighting up the day, Leaving paint spots on their landings, Chasing troublesome away.

Decay by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Decay

There is but one strand of innocence, Left unto my heart, Growing darker, Growing dimmer, Through the torture of the time, Increasing my insanity, As the moments pass on by. Another tear has gone away, Drifting in the air, Showing sorrow, Showing hatred, From the loneliness I've gained, Silence overpowers me, But increases all the pain. I feel the joy grow distant, As it's pulled so far from me, Feeling colder, Feeling deader, With every move I make, I've become extremely breakable, Even more so when I wake. Thoughts occur inside my mind, Reflecting all that's blue, Killing blissful, Killing pleasant, As I try to clea

Six Feet Under by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Six Feet Under

Everything has lost its place, Nothing serves a purpose when I'm on my knees drowning in tears... From a love that's six feet beneath me. Its buried, Its gone, Six feet under ground, I can't help but wish it would return, To its beautiful, formal state. I'm tattered, I'm torn, Nothing can compare, I've been abanonded by my only love... Now I'm fading into nothingness. I'm what you'd call pathetic, My heart's out on the ground, Stomped on by the tragedy that killed a tender love, which was all I ever had. I'm nothing, I'm worthless, I'm stuck here in my world, Buried beneath the dirty truth, that killed the flowers of i

Always by CrimsonLullaby, literature

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Always

Broken hearts will always exist, no matter how pure love is. Tears of pain will always be cried, though many more smiles were seen. Loneliness will always be felt, though you're surrounded by loved ones. The truth will always hurt, and you will prefer to live inside the lies. Time will always be wasted, though it was spent so preciously. Reality will always break your fall, and shatter your dreams to pieces. You will always be lost without them, though you know you'll find someone new. Emptiness will always be there, to fill the hole in your heart. Darkness will always comfort you, although you live for the day. You will alw

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Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: Oo-tah.
Favourite genre of music: J-pop, J-rock
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Ipod nano 3G babeh.
Favourite cartoon character: Kabuto Yakushi!
Personal Quote: I just spaced out.

Favourite Visual Artist

Masashi Kishimoto, Tite Kubo

Favourite Movies

What Dreams May Come, Love Actually, Juno, Sweeny Todd

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Asian Kung-Fu Generation, Nightmare, Youhna

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe, Stephenie Meyer

Favourite Games

Legend of Zelda

Favourite Gaming Platform

NES!

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A chewed up pencil, and colorful scrap paper

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CrimsonLullaby

Jun 4, 2007

Random Survey Only Paige should read.

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So, I'm at work with Paige, and doing what she normally does, sitting at a computer....and even though we're RIGHT NEXT TO EACH OTHER, we're still IMing on Messenger. She told me I should do the survey on her Journal, so I did. I know...I should write more...but I've gotten out of whack with it. Here's El Survey.  Again, only Paige should read it, 'cause it's all pretty much Homosexual Bishie Schtuff.  >.> Number your 12 favorite characters from any anime and then answer the questions... 1. Itachi 2. Kabuto 3. Raito-kun 4. Mello 5. Train 6. Sesshomaru 7. Renji 8. Ukitake 9. Demando 10. Roy Mustang 11. Yondaime 12. Kaiba Sort

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CrimsonLullaby

Oct 16, 2006

Another Survey

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Yes, I've nothing to do now but do surveys. :)  Paige, ~moloko-plus (https://www.deviantart.com/moloko-plus) is my survey buddy now :) About You Eye Color: Bright blue Hair Color: Light blonde Height: 5'4" Favorite Color: Midnight Blue Favorite Band: Linkin Park Favorite Movie: The Ninth Gate Favorite Show: Scrubs Your Car: ;-; Your Hometown: Duncanville Your Present Town: South Jordan Your Crushes First Name: ? Your Grade: I ain't in school. Fo' sho' Your Style: Style? Fuck that shit. Have You Ever Sat on your rooftop? Hell yes, and I miss it terribly  ;-; Kissed someone in the rain? Probably, but I don't remember. Danced in a public place? Well yes, and pe

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CrimsonLullaby

Oct 4, 2006

Random Survey!

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So, moloko-plus (https://www.deviantart.com/moloko-plus) and I decided to put up a random ass survey for our watchers to enjoy. Here it is! Do you wear shoes that are actually too small? No, they're the right size. Do you get up at least an hour early to get ready each day? Yes, I get up a few hours early, so that I may talk to Paige before getting ready! Can you put on mascara with your mouth closed? Yes, but I normally don't wear make up so that's not a problem now, is it?! Does your heart break easily? No, my heart is made of steel.it only bends. :-P When buying underwear, what type of cashier do you look for? A female, I bought one from a guy who was a brot

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Kottie

Jun 8, 2007

Thanks for faving Team7 vs SasuOroKabu wallpaper

check out my other works too

nalot

Mar 16, 2007

Hi, we had a chat a while ago about Rainbow Brite, well I just found this... [link]

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OMG! your avatar is Rainbow Bright! I have spent years trying to explain to people who and what Rainbow Bright is as non have heard of her! How could this be?

Appologies... your the first person in an age that knows Rainbow Bright... I got a bit excited...

moloko-plus

Dec 26, 2006

Merry holidays, Braniichan!

moloko-plus

Dec 11, 2006

lol, well...whenever you feel you're ready...>.>

moloko-plus

Oct 25, 2006

Thanks for the fav, braniichizzan! <3